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Making a Marriage Magically Tidy

I have the reputation of living what Marie Kondo might call a magically tidy life. My tights are rolled like sushi, my tabletops are bare and my kitchen is so clean I could perform surgery in it.

我以过着一种可能会被近藤麻理惠(Marie Kondo)称作魔法般齐整的生活著称。我把紧身衣裤卷成寿司模样,我的桌面空空荡荡,我的厨房也干净得可以在里面做手术。

I wasn’t always this way. When I was 23, I left my New York City apartment with a panty liner stuck to my back.


Yes, it was used. Yes, earlier that day, I had taken it off and tossed it onto my bed like a bear throws salmon bones onto a rock. Once it was there, I guess I forgot about it. It was probably camouflaged. I promise you there was other stuff on the bed. My bed used to look like a landfill.


Maybe I threw my coat over it and it stuck. And then I put my coat back on and rode a bus 30 blocks with a panty liner between my shoulder blades. Nobody said a word. I didn’t know it was there until my date gave me a hug and then peeled it off like he was at a burlesque show in hell.


This was not the man I married.


The man I married walked into my apartment and found Pop-Tart crusts on my couch. I can still see his face, bewildered and big-eyed, pointing at the crusts as if to ask, “Do you see them, too?”


I shrugged.


He sat on the sofa. It is my husband’s nature to accept me the way I am.


It is my nature to leave every cabinet and drawer open like a burglar. My superpower is balancing the most stuff on a bathroom sink. If I had my druthers, I would let cat puke dry on a carpet so it’s easier to scrape up. If druthers were things, and I had a coupon for druthers, I would stockpile them like Jell-O because you never know when you might need some druthers.


But it is one thing to accept a slob for who she is; it is another to live with her.


A year into our marriage, my husband said: “Would you mind keeping the dining room table clean? It’s the first thing I see when I come home.”


What I heard was, “I want a divorce.” What I said was, “Do you want a divorce?”


“No,” he said. “I just want a clean table.”


I called my mother.


She asked, “What’s on the table?”


“Oh, everything. Whatever comes off my body when I come home. Shopping bags, food, coffee cups, mail. My coat.”


“Your coat?”


“So I don’t hang my coat in the closet — that makes me a terrible person? He knew who he was marrying. Why do I have to change?”


She said: “Helen Michelle, for heaven’s sake, this is a problem that can be easily solved. Do you know what other married women deal with? Drunks, cheaters, poverty, men married to their Atari.”


“Mama, there’s no such thing as Atari anymore.”


“Helen Michelle, some women would be beaten with a bag of oranges for sass talk like that. You married a saint. Clean the damned table.”


And so, to save my marriage, I taught myself to clean.


Not knowing where to start, I knelt before the TV at the Church of Joan Crawford, who said, as Mildred Pierce, “Never leave one room without something for another.”

不知从何下手的我在电视机前的琼·克劳馥(Joan Crawford)教堂跪下,她扮演的米尔德丽德·皮尔斯(Mildred Pierce)说,“离开一个房间去另一个时总要带点什么。”

Yes, I’ll admit she had a temper, but she knew how to clean.


You scrub a floor on your hands and knees. You shake a can of Comet like a piggy bank. You hang your clothes in your closet a finger’s width apart. And, no, you do not have wire hangers. Ever.


I have wooden hangers from the Container Store. They’re walnut and cost $7.99 for a pack of six. I bought them online because stepping into the Container Store, for me, is like stepping into a crack den. You’re an addict trying to organize your crack, and they’re selling you pretty boxes to put your crack in.

我上Container Store买了木质衣架。核桃木的,7.99美元一套6个。我是在网上买的,因为要走进一家Container Store对我来说就像走进了吸毒屋。你是一个对整理毒品上瘾的人,而他们正卖给你可以放可卡因的漂亮盒子。

Pretty boxes are crack, so now you have more crack. But wooden hangers are O.K. They’re like mimosas. Nobody’s going to OD on mimosas. Wooden hangers give you a boost of confidence. They make you feel rich and thin. They make a plain white shirt sexy. You promise yourself you’ll fill one closet, then you’ll quit.


But I didn’t quit. To keep my buzz going, I asked my husband if I could clean his closet.


He asked, “What does that mean?”


I said: “Switch out your plastic hangers for wooden ones. What do you think I mean?”


“I don’t know, something new for Saturday night?” He did the air quotes: “Clean my closet.”


My new ways were so new he assumed I was making sexual advances. It’s understandable. So much dirty talk sounds hygienic: salad spinning and putting a tea bag on a saucer. It’s like Martha Stewart wrote Urban Dictionary.

我的新办法太新了,以至于他还以为我是在给他性暗示。可以理解。那么多的下流情话听起来都很卫生:给沙拉菜脱水,把茶包放在茶托上。在线词典Urban Dictionary简直就是玛莎·斯图尔特(Martha Stewart)写的。

My husband opened his closet and stepped aside. The man trusts me. I rehung his closet with military precision.


He said, “I never knew it could be this good.”


We kissed. And then I relapsed.


I don’t know how it happened. Maybe it was leaving the Dutch oven to soak overnight. Maybe it was tepeeing books on my desk like a bonfire. Maybe it was shucking my panties off like shoes. And then my coat fell off the dining room table. And I left it there because the cats were using it as a bed. There it stayed along with laundry, newspapers, restaurant leftovers (that never made it to the fridge) and Zappos returns.


My husband played hopscotch, never uttering a word of contempt, seemingly O.K. to coast on the memory of a pristine home as if it had been a once-in-a-lifetime bucket-list thrill like white-water rafting or winning a Pulitzer. Sure, he could have put things away, but every closet except for his was bulging and breathing like portholes to other dimensions.


I scared myself straight by binge-watching “Hoarders.” What do you mean that woman couldn’t claw her way through her grocery bag “collection” to give her husband CPR?


That was not going to happen to me. So I gave books I had read to libraries. Clothes I hadn’t worn in a year went to secondhand stores. I gave away the microwave because I can melt Velveeta on a stove.


And then came Marie Kondo’s book “The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up.” Or as I like to call it, “Surprise, You’re Still a Hoarder!”

然后,近藤麻理惠的《怦然心动的人生整理魔法》(The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up)出版了。我喜欢把它称为:《没想到吧?你依然是一个囤积狂!》

Her big question is, Does it spark joy?


I took a harder look around my home and answered. Boxes of novel manuscripts that were never published did not spark joy. Designer shoes I bought at sample sales but never wore because they pinched my feet did not spark joy. My husband confessed that his inheritance of Greek doilies and paintings of fishing boats from his grandmother did not spark joy. So out it all went.


And what is left is us. And my husband is happier. I’m happier, too. Turns out I like a tidy house. And I like cleaning.


Dusting is meditative. Boiling the fridge relieves PMS. Making the bed is my cardio, because to make a bed properly, you have to circle it like a shark. And all the while, I listen to audiobooks I would be too embarrassed to be caught reading. Not in the mood to clean a toilet? Listen to “Naked Came the Stranger” and see if that doesn’t pass the time.

除尘就像冥想。清洗冰箱能缓解经前综合症。铺床是我的有氧运动,因为要想把床铺好,你就得像条鲨鱼一样围着床转。而且我一边打扫,一边听那些我不好意思让人发现我在读的有声书。没心情打扫厕所?那就听一听《裸体陌生人来了》(Naked Came the Stranger),看看它能否打发时间。

The downside is that my husband has created a monster. I burn through paper towels like an arsonist. My vacuum has a headlight, which for fun I joy ride in the dark. And I don’t do it in pearls and a crinoline skirt. It’s not unusual for me to wear an apron over my pajamas.


I say: “Hey, it’s me or the apartment. We can’t both be pristine.”


Without hesitation, my husband will always choose the apartment.


Sometimes, I invite him to join in my efforts, offering him the most awful tasks as if I’m giving him a treat. I’ll say, “I’m going to let you scoop the cat box,” or “I’m going to let you scrape the processed cheese out of the pan.”


My husband says, “You’re like a dominatrix Donna Reed.”

我丈夫说,“你就像施虐女王版的唐娜·里德[Donna Reed]。”

I say, “Take off your shirt and scrape the pan, dear.”


He takes off his shirt and scrapes the pan. In our 21 years together, my husband’s nature hasn’t changed.


Me, I’m a recovering slob. Every day I have to remind myself to put the moisturizer back in the medicine cabinet, the cereal back in the cupboard and the trash out before the can overflows. I have to remind myself to hang my coat in the closet.


And when I accomplish all of this, I really do feel like a magician. Because now, when my husband comes home, the first thing he sees is me.